Have some BC icons because well Lj restored it as mt last draft and why not share.
In other news I'm not doing okay and needed to vent.
After my Dad passed away mum wants me home every long weekend i have thats evey other week and the weekends between when i'm only off the Sunday she wants to come vist me. When i'm home mum wants me to help with all the DIY tasks around the house which she insits on doing herself and then yelling at me for not helping. I understand this but its no less stressfull and I feel constantly underpressure and like I have no free time to myself. I know I have the evenings but work is so busy I come home to stressed to make any use of my free time.
I've not had any chance to work on any of my hobbies in months and I miss that.
Today was extra hard because I came into work to find a a two page letter from my co worker bascically acussing me of not doing anywork and how this has had everyone angery at her. I'm upset by this because its simply not true. I have done all the work asked of me. The letter ended this is not an accusation agaisnt you but you have caused lots of trouble for me and we need to work as a team. That sounds like a accusation to me. And its not the first time, shes called me out several times on things she thinks i've done wrong, but I never bring up anything she does, or does to me because i dont feel the need to hound her for evey time she makes a mistake and i know if i call her out on how she makes me feel sometimes than all hell will break lose.
Shes not even in for a week and a half so i could defend myself or at least clear the air. I really cant stand this when the christmas rush has already set in my work load has trippled.
I hate this.
My apologies if you read all that I just needed to vent and put the words down on paper (or screen) so I can try to move on.